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I'm Nabilla or A.k.a PikaPika . Celebrate on every 22nd October .
attached to Apit Boi-yus .
Likes to enjoy and just have fun
Friendly & I talk alot
I'm addicted to Caramel Coffee. &i treasure those around me .
Love me , I'll love you back . Hate me ? Up to you cos I dont care. Contact me? nabilla_gal93@hotmail.com for Tagged/Msn
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Bad Romance (Full/High Quality) - Lady GaGa
Wednesday, July 21, 2010 @ Wednesday, July 21, 2010
I'm confused about my own relationship .
Will somebody mature and wise enough please kindly give some useful advice ?
We had a 'puppy-love' relationship five years back ,
we meet again this year ,
like any other rships, it usually starts off sweeet, seems perfect,
like an idea of heaven .
As soon as it starts, the sweetness was gone, it turns out HELL ..
you gave me three slaps without thinking how I feel !
i cant spend tyme with my frends , or you'll say I pentingkan dorg dary you.
im stuck. my life wasnt like this, i admit i was stuck to the idea of freedom,
but i'm trying my best to change this mindset of mine .
trust me , give me some freedom, and I wont abuse that opportunity .
you asked me why is it so hard to forget my frends,
I had to say, they were there for me even before you came.
you said " that was before."
Why must you say that ?
My frends helped me alot, cant abandon them ater all they did for me,
i dunwan people to say that I turned arrogant after having a boyfriend.
there are tymes I have problems which i rather confide in a girl.
i just need you to understand that.
ypu wont let me have guy frends. so i stopped meeting my guyfrends.
i even told you i have three besties which are guys.
Zul Pink, Cicak & Fahmy .
i know you dont like the idea of it, so i wont bring it up.
im doing this sacrifice for you,
spending my offday with you when i werked 6days a week .
you only see my flaws. you dont praise on my good-doings.
one impt thing. being my boyfren doesnt make you have the right to hit me.
whether its my fault or not, you cant lay a finger on me.
can you atleast care that I was sleeping and I was sick ?
you woke me up , pulled me outside , questioned me and just slap my face.
that attitude of yours really turned my love off.
i enjoy much being with you.
you care alot for me. when i went missing, you'll never stop searching for me till you find me.
you bring me to see doctors when im unwell,
i liked ypur family , outings with your bro and hys gf,
and also ur mum.
i appreciate everythin u done for me.
you have done alot for me.
maybe i failed as a gf, but i told you, i need tyme to get use to this life
cause i'm so used to being free .
im not askng for much.
and i know after this, we'll still be fighting,
cause you want perfect.
and i dont own perfection.
I've privatised my blog. those whom had the invitations,
do tag me if you're mature enough to advise me.
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