some insane guy texted me at 6am in the morning.
step kenal aku gytu.
he wants to keep in touch with me when I dont even know hym.
firstly he say Zul Pink gave my num to hym.
But I know Zul like forever.
I know he'll never give my number to anyone.
and when I said stop texting me.
he said.

a hot and a stuff

my best gf and best bf
fyqaStuff and Aim honeybee
I could just cry out of joy .
Met Fyqa just noww !
also added with ujang , the gf and bariah nye bf later on .
confused ? haha.
Firstly, went reporting with mahh mum .
signed those papers.
i feel like running away. can?
Fahmy Mymy paitau . Thanks so muchh !
Today , Fyqa was a batu api who caused an Aim and a Bariah to fight. hahaha.
a hot and a stuff . . hehex ! you know i know ^_^
I saw an old friend just noww . he was surprised to see me cause he thought i was dead.
im more than surprised at my own feelings and craze.
Mixed emotions ? hahaha . i can just kill myself .
the craze has been on for a year plus? lol.
Nurbee wanna meeeet me tmr . bake cookies !
i dont know if i shud ditch work tmr.
anyway , im not in the mood to work at the moment.
someone pls lift up my spirits.
i need to laugh. i need my friends.
so stressful that i bought a pack of cigs ,
planning to quit . but !!
i feel paranoid !
why cant you trust me?
or understand me?
fyi , tkde org cocok aku.
in fact , everyone gave me support.
aku rase kwn2 aku semuer happy lah aku dapat jumpe
org baru. pasal dah setahun aku sakit haty.
they are happy for me. they are glad that atlast ,
i found somebody out of OUR friends.
but you ?
tktau pape abeh salah kan kwn2 aku.
kau tawu tak aku stresssss dgn kau ?
on 25th of may 2010 ,
i was released.
ever since then,
i never felt any stress or hurt,
until i got involve again with someone I love.
its normal to get hurt when being in a relationship .
but , my closest friends will know ,
what i'm like when im under stress.
it sucks , right?
and pls lah people, stop fucking telling me I have looked fat or gained weight,
its fucking annoying me.
dah bagos tu aku gain weight dary buat perangai lamer cheebye aku ,
hary2 **** .. pastu tk mkn .
menyusahkn orang . saketkan haty org dpt tawu .. kan ?
look on the positive side , people.
and whats wrong with being fat?
i checked my weight.
on the first day inside remand, i checked, it was 48kg.
now its 53kg! tsk! ape tak .
makan byk pt dlm tapy tk exercise or what.
i wanna end my stress.
might be uncontactable.
now i wish i didn't have a phone line.
BYE !