its been two weeks ! How fast iz it ? Ive been doinq fine . With help of frends . The firzt week with help from my quyy . But now .. Me and hym .. Nt the same anymore . Who do i blame ? Arshat ? Haisx . Those who know the story abt me .. Arshat , shy , bunny .. Think whad you quys wana think . U will know hw i feel only if u in my place . N it sucks .

I miss the old pika and bunny .. Haisx . Tawu susa carik aku ? Tpi menqhina aku ape citer ? If i dun help hym .. Who else wnna help hym cn ? Sia2 jek kn ade pmpan . I know deep inside he loves me alot but hate tht lil story he heard abt me n hys 'bro' .. Sumpah ku make sure kau biken die lpas ku carik jln ! Grr .

My first week waz unplanned bt qreat . Waz at kallanq . I was unwell . I passed out in the toilet after knockinq my head on the wall . Ouch . And he came all the way frm yishun to there juz to see me n tc of me .. I rily appreciate tht .. N i fcukin love hym so much . Pple miqht nt see wad i see in hym . N been seeinq nicha .. Priba n sharil ! Sweethearts . Few days aqo i werk at tanqlin club . It waz fun . A function by the swimminq pool . Got to eat alot of yummy food . Heh .

After werk , wanted to have dinner at np . But texted everyone at yishun busy . Ujanq n frends watchin movie . Appy not at yishun . Afiq tk reply . Zakifly demam . Thankfully i bumped into torn pit pit n she offered me a ciq . Tanx bby . Hee . Bumped into bunny too . I wana lpk with hym ,die tk kasi . Fine . I lpk with priba , he happened to see me with hym .

N texted me . 'gy ane je nqn lelaki..' serve u ryte . Aksyen nqan ku laqy ! Hmphz . Im missinq my old frends . My home . My family . My baby niece .

I have my freedom now . Bt im nt rily usinq it . I miss my old life . I dun wana qo bck home . Coz i dunwana spend three weeks in qirls home . If i have to , pls god atleast let 26th april pass first . I wana attend bunny's court . I want to spend an unforqettable day with hym before anitin happens to any of us . Haisx

dearest .
tmr will be 6th april .. One year for uz ! Haa .
We did went thru hopeless moments ..
I rily miss the tymes u didnt leave me for even a second .
The nytes we spent toqether ..
Stim toqether ..
U never liked me to stim bt i always did it bhind ur back .
Bt i promised nt to anymore . N i didnt .
U tc of me when im sick ..
U were by my side when i sleep .
Im rily sorry for hurtinq u so much ..
U went to her bcoz i betrayed ur love .
I admit its my fault .
Why are ur sorries so much easier than mine .?? All u haf
to do is smile n say sorry . Its done .
I flood u with texts , chocolates n notes ,
u still hate me .
Bt its bcoz of u still seeinq her aftr we r bck toqether .
I was crushed ..u fuckinq broke my heart .
I went to shat ..
I didnt intentionally mean to revenqe .
Its juzt that u shud feel wad i felt when i see u with her .
Thinqs became worst bcoz of stories .
U told me ur heart crashed .
I didnt shed a sinqle tear thouqh im losinq u .
Coz i know i will qet u bck .
Otherwise .. U will reqret urself for leavin me for
smth i nvr did ..
I have been holdin on for a year ..
Cn any qirl do tht ? Especially with you ??
I just hope tht thinqs will qet better coz tyme is runninq out for
the both of uz .. Ill always love you dear zulkifli .

Due2 criminal . Biler nk qame siol
soooory for sucha lonq uninterestin post . I havent write my feelinqs
down for a month .. Im lettinq it all out now .. Will update soon ..
Usinq setan's phone for more than four hours .. Its burninq hot .. Better qo now ? Toodles ..



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