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I'm Nabilla or A.k.a PikaPika . Celebrate on every 22nd October .
attached to Apit Boi-yus .
Likes to enjoy and just have fun
Friendly & I talk alot

I'm addicted to Caramel Coffee. &i treasure those around me .
Love me , I'll love you back . Hate me ? Up to you cos I dont care. Contact me? nabilla_gal93@hotmail.com for Tagged/Msn

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Bad Romance (Full/High Quality) - Lady GaGa

Saturday, March 13, 2010 @ Saturday, March 13, 2010

Yesterday wass terrible ! bef0re and afterr !

Nicha , Pika & Fyqa hadd terrible tyme kans ? But we manaqed t0

keep 0n q0inq .. Pheww ~

wanna kn0w whad happen at niqht ?

I and Nicha went to meet Faez at fitness c0rner ..

&zul was there .. with hys "HER" ..

maybe the siqht of them kinda hurt me .. but n0t that much yett ..

he went back with her .. s0 left with me , ujanq , faez & nicha ..I text2 Zul ..

i asked hym .. "can we be like last tyme aqain ? "

U wanna kn0w whad he say ?

"we'll remain as besty k. BFF."

FCUK YOU !

i d0nt wanna be ur fuckinq besty .

Whad will u quys feel when the 0ne y0u l0ve say that t0 y0u ?

lets just be frends ?

d0es it lyke breaks y0ur heart ?

0tak letak maner , Bunny ?

*mish sleepinq with Nicha!* hahaha~

c0ntinue st0ry ..

he said .. " i'm s0wie , Pika "

i feel like sayinq FUCK YOU but i dunwanna b rude ..
s0 i juz said last l0nq with HER .. im gettinq 0ut 0f y0ur life ..

I dun even wanna be frends ..

Its n0t that i dunwan .. But i cant l0ve hym as just a frend .. qet it ?

I huqqed ujanq and i teared .. )':

Every0ne there t0ld me there's n0 p0int in cryinq ..

n0 matter h0w much tears i cried i'll never get hym back .. ok.. true ..

then ..

i tried t0 cheer myself up by thinkinq p0sitive ways ..

Why d0 i have t0 be sad ?

aku tk ruqi pape ..

10 m0nths mean n0thinq t0 hym s0 why must i care ?

in tis "rship" .. i did m0re the qivinq than receiveinq ..

i wasted m0ney .. i wasted tyme ..

cnt help w0nderinq .. why d0 quys cant gv qirls

just ONE chance when qirls kept ginq quys

c0untless number 0f chances ?

WEIRD . &stupid .

all i did was tell the truth .. then i l0st hym ..

if i knew i wud l0se hym ..

i'll never tell the truth n kept on lyinq .. (=

s0 i t0ld myself aqain .. LIFE MUST GO ON ..

n0 use cryinq and dwellinq 0n the past ..

But i was still s0 stressed up . i dunwanna q0 back h0me ..

&its twelve plus .. n0 m0re trains 0r buses ..

Ujanq wanted t0 c0mpany me .. Thanks yarr ..

but then , my ex bf called .. (PIPIN)

he asked me why i dunwana q0 back h0me ..

&he wanna c0mpany me ..

s0 i went to t0ok cab and meet hym ..

ten minutes 0f sharinq and tearinq ..

then i lo0ked at hym .. n said ..

"lets n0t talk abt that fucker anym0re .." (=

he knew i needed t0 be happy .. s0 he just entertain all of my childish

, silly behaviour .. that he wud never d0 last tyme .. hehe ..

ar0und 4plus .. Mimi came d0wn and j0ined us ..

we draw-draw stupid thinqs .. played silly qames ..

chatted and lauqhed ..

then it was 6am .. tyme t0 q0 h0me .. t0ok first buz ..

Pipin t0ld me .. nt t0 cry anym0re ..

n0t t0 think abt it anym0re ..

kissed me qoodbye ..

juz be happy ..

g0 on with B0b .. lol .. s0 n0t true ..

actually .. i left my friends .. my LOVERS ..

i br0ke inn0cent hearts .. i said qoodbyes to my frens at Marine Parade ..

i t0ld them i w0nt be c0minq d0wn anym0re c0z i have a rship t0 save ..

i threw my happines , my frens away f0r Zul ..

but i still didnt qet hym bck ..

s0 im turninq bck .. im s0rry frens .. ):

i shudnt have dumped them f0r this fucker ..

*w0rked in a japanese restaurant* (:

reached h0me abt 7 ..

Mum asked where I've been ..

i went speechless ..

Wanted t0 tell her my st0ry .. but f0rqet it ..

she'll juz curse Zul .. pfftt ..

slept till 7pm .. with my baby niece .. i needed t0 tc 0f her

since n0ones h0me .. &pipin called t0 see if im feelinq better ..

atliz s0meone is nice en0uqh t0 ask .. qeddit fuckerz ?

*werk at SUNTEC*

*he huqqed me when i need it!hee*

*mish eu Pinky ..*

t0 the three 0f uz .. lets n0t cry 0ver quys anym0re !

we happy-happy k ?.. (=

we qo meet Jappz & Bobz k ?..

we q0 d0 0ur usual activity k ?.. hee ..

actualli i cnt bear t0 l0se my MP frends ..

s0 g0nna mish their ..

"STIM KAU !!"
"KAU YG STiM!""

"KAU LAGY SETIM!"

"TERGOLEKZ KAU!"

hhahaha .

kiter2 je yg tawu .

L0VINQ

JAPPz..

Bobz..

Bob ashura! (:

Kecik!
pipin!

ahmad!

&the rest as well(;

im still thinkinq abt hym .. impossble lah t0 f0rqet hym in 0ne day ..

the 0ne m0ment i cant f0rqet is the day i had c0nflict with my family ..

i didnt went back h0me .. he c0mpanied me ..

th0uqh hys mum wants hym h0me t0o ..

we fiqht2 als0 .. but then everytinq waz still sweet 0n that niqht ..

and i went hys c0urt .. which is n0w p0stp0ned ..22 march ??

maybe n0w .. whatever hys sentence is .. means n0thinq t0 me ..

last tyme .. he asked me if im willinq t0 wait if he qoes in ..

i said yes .. i waz willinq t0 wait n0 matter whad ..

he said t0 me .. if he d0sent care 0r love me ..

he w0nt care if i lied ..

h w0nt care if i breached ..

he w0nt care when Pipin hurt me ..

&that hys the 0ne hu t0ld appy that pipin hits me .. )=

&he said he dun0 wad i did t0 hym that suddenly makes hym l0ve me s0 much ..

): bullshit. if he loves me, he w0nt be qivinq up that fast .

i really mish th0se m0ments when he cared f0r me ..

we seemed t0 be qettinq cl0ser after my breakup with Pipin ..

but n0w .. instead 0f the ' I love y0u , zul " ..

i fuckinq hate y0u!

there , d0ne . let 0ut my anqer ..

t0 th0se wh0 find tis p0st quite harsh 0r rude ..

i ap0loqize abt it .. especialli if ur Zul's fren ..

i waz juzt anqry ? imaqine you're in my place .. then y0u'll kn0w

h0w i feel .. im feelinq better n0w ..

i never hadthe feelin 0f hate t0wards hym ..

tis is the firzt tyme .. h0pefully it'll last ..

toodles(:

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