I'm Nabilla or A.k.a PikaPika . Celebrate on every 22nd October .
attached to Apit Boi-yus .
I'm addicted to Caramel Coffee. &i treasure those around me .
Love me , I'll love you back . Hate me ? Up to you cos I dont care. Contact me? nabilla_gal93@hotmail.com for Tagged/Msn
Wednesday, March 10, 2010 @ Wednesday, March 10, 2010
MY HEART IS BREAKING ! )':
i really need to stay str0nq here . hais .
Yesterdae .. really got me paran0id .
in sch0ol .. shesh .. fuck ..
cicak and me cant be tht cl0se in class ? hmphz !!
teacher th0uqht he influence me .. padahal padahal .. hmm
head to Yishun meet Min .. then Fyqa ..
Japp & Bob nk tw0n ..
After 9pm , went Fyqa h0use .
with Nicha & Jep0n .
Cried , cried and cried .. at the staircase ..
Smpai Bapak Fyqa pikir aku menqandunq ! haiyoos .
Jappz & Bob tw0n .. Im s0 s0rry they had t0 see tht side 0f me ..
First tyme k0ranq semuer nmpk aku breakd0wn cam gytu kans ? hais .
went h0me arnd 11 plus .. with a br0ken heart ..
reached h0me .. cnt sleep .. cried the whole nite ..
idk .. its t0o painful f0r me ..
why d0 i have t0 q0 thru all this ?..
i just cant believe tht i l0st everythinq overniqht ..
i t0ld myself i have t0 be str0nq .. st0p cryinq ..
m0ve 0n with that br0ken heart ..
&i didnt q0 sch0ol t0day ..
it sucks t0 q0 sch0ol feelinq
heartbr0ken and all .. &my eyes are sw0llen .. tsk ..
t0 y0u ..I've said my s0rries .i mean every each 0f them ..&y0u iqn0red every 0ne 0f them ..I'm willinq t0 thr0w my happiness , my friends , my habits ..just t0 qet y0u back .. But seems lyke y0u've q0t s0meone else ..She miqht be a better gerl t0 y0u ..im just a bitch that y0u hate n0w ..Sure y0u're happy t0 see me in misery ..c0z i've d0ne al0t 0f thinqs y0u dun like and pr0bably hurt y0u ..if i d0nt care abt y0u .. why wud i wanna c0me clean ?c0z i wanna start afresh !! i wanna kick that past away and 0nly kip y0uin my lyfe .. n0 one else .. i d0nt l0ve tht 0ther quy .. i really d0nt haveany special feelinqs f0r hym .. l0sinq y0u is like livinq in a world with n0 air .. ):when i w0ke up this m0rninq .. i just felt lyke i l0st my 0ther half ..i quess its just t0o late ..h0pe y0u're happy with y0ur lyfe especially with0ut me in it ..)':
okeyh . t0niqht .
last cry !
after this , n0 m0re ..
st0p thinkinq abt it ..
let it be a less0n i must n0t repeat ..
must be str0nq , Pika ! *cries*
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