
one year&still strong


ade2 je...
before reporting, slacked at Fyqa's crib.. waited for her mum to come back,
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then we went out, trained with Saniy. SANIY! he's got new piercings . ugh.
me&saniy proceed to meet hafez and tawfiq, while fyqa proceed on to mit Jonas. (lol)
we played 'Jenga' . Its so cute.
losers have forfeit though ts just a simple
game&a simple forfeit. me&tawfiq lost .
it was fun, i mean the joking & the talking .
afterwards, done with the day's session,
saw Kakai, Lily & Adam. they were Ms Marinah's too. hmpphh.*sebok*
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the guys wanted to play Takraw, pool, blah3,
idk their plans but i went to meet Fyqa & Jonas.
we went to this block where there's a park on the 12th storey.
i swear its beautiful. its conducive to study too.
we played games on paper, too bored you see.
Bee called sayng she was bored. So she met us , from werk .
had to fetch her cos she was lost. hahaha. cute cute.
around eight plus, head back to Woodlands, slacked at Bee's house plak.
ahahah.
only we both know what was happenin while we were waiting
for 858 , and on the bus. hahaa. silly us.
we both are facing the same situation which started on the same date.
6th April 2009 .
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i was kinda upset. around 12+ , went to met Amyr .
but shall not write here what happened . i feel you . Lol .
&im really sorry for what i did jst to make myself feel better .
hope you;re not hurt or aniting..
head back home with a sad smile. haha .
slept around 3am , as usual . insomnia, haaahaa.
almost every night, i cry for Z..
but yesterday night, i cried for someone else .
i feel like slapping myself.
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i wanna share something with everyone..
why is it thtpeople go for the ones they cant get ?
&once they get , they just dont feel the thrill anymore .
well , &for some situations, pple dont give each other a chance.
for example. when a girl likes a guy , the guy didnt like her back ,
but didnt even try to ,
when the girl got completely over the guy, the guy starts
to like the girl out of a sudden. its weird.
but what im tryin to say here is, no matter how u think that
u wont fall for that person, dont be snobbish.
dont reject him/her.
cos u never know that ur gonna fall for hym/her anyday , just not today.
well,it happened to me, &its just not worth it to regret .
i was snobbish so i deserve it. but to the others, try giving urself and the other party
a chance (:
im getting over Z, so im not talking abt hym here anymore,okay?
i think i deserve better.