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I'm Nabilla or A.k.a PikaPika . Celebrate on every 22nd October .
attached to Apit Boi-yus .
Likes to enjoy and just have fun
Friendly & I talk alot
I'm addicted to Caramel Coffee. &i treasure those around me .
Love me , I'll love you back . Hate me ? Up to you cos I dont care. Contact me? nabilla_gal93@hotmail.com for Tagged/Msn
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Bad Romance (Full/High Quality) - Lady GaGa
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 @ Wednesday, April 22, 2009
a POST meant for a dear friend ;a reply from me , from your blog .
Of course I Love You too & i mean it!! Ur post somehow makes me sad .
i'm sorry if i made a big impact on your life . We won't be in this state if it weren't for me .
Some kind of friend I am . I swear I Love youu ! Its always me&you isn't it ?
We only fought once , and over a silly matter (!) How can they stop us from
seeing each other ? That's so inhuman . Obviously I'll be needing her .
Whatever it is , I won't ever 'break off ' with her .
Saw her at my appt too . Its kinda surprise too ! I think i'm being over-sensitive .
During the appt , i tend to cry alot but I held back my tears , as a result ,
once I'm outta there , my eyes were red&watery . Sad kan ? Lol .
I can't help it , each tyme I think of my appt , all the conversations , i tend to cry a little .
It touched me so much . &I hate myself so much for hurting the people around me .
Not even my enemies hate me lyke i hate myself now . (LOL)
Haiz , sorry for the emotional post lahh ehhk . But i am just the sad person now .
Haiz , sorry for the emotional post lahh ehhk . But i am just the sad person now .
The best thing about the appt is .. I let all the truth out. &it satisfy me .I feel like I don't have to hide anything anymore . True enough , I'm trying to change here .
So please , Nabilla , refrain from doing any nonsense ! Shesh .
I used to think that I am so infallible . Hah . More like ,breakable !
return of this big mistake , i should pass the biggest thing , like pass 'N' Levels ? Hah . Something that none of my siblings had ever done . Lol . Teruk kan ?
Yeah , I should start 'repaying' my mistakes by studies . Thats the best thing
for a student to at least try . In the meantime , I'm sticking to my P.O's instructions
such as curfew blah3 so don't try to be a SETAN and make me break the rules . In
Just Three More Weeks . Bear With It . Bear With It . BEAR WITH IT !
(actually i cant but im fucking forcing myself) =DD
&today I saw F***** . With hys gf . I wanted to smile since he's already looking .
&today I saw F***** . With hys gf . I wanted to smile since he's already looking .
But the picture of them together makes me want to look away .
i made the right decision by backing off . Told ya, faez baby . Im alwaes right . (lyn kn je)
i am filled with infos . about THAT playboy bastard . Or shud I say , stakat nk step
playboy rabak je ? Shesh . This kinda pple piss me off many-many .
I am 7months single !Macam unbelievable gitu . Lol . I miss having someone by my
side
to love . Who says I don't want to be loved ? I only hate going through
the break-up part . Being in a r'ship has high risk of breaking up .
Even marriages have divorces. So.. Get what I mean ?
Ooopsy , sorry Miss Perfectionist .
anyway , FABPEH is loved . *winks*
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?Iyla
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?Maryjane
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? Mona Csc
? Muslihahh
? Nabeyylarh
? Nadea
? Nassy
? NichaKitty
?Nicole
?niNi
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?Phizze
? Poh
? Randy
?Rina Erianty
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?Shanaz
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?Syakira
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?Ukrima CSC
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?Wanny
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?Zaki
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