what a bad bad day !
started the dayy off with CH test, i totally flunk it cos i left it blank .
my mind was blank . ):
i didnt cheat like the girl who sits next to me.
she brought notes in -_-" integrity maner, girl ? lol .
my mind was blank , smth was inside my mind tht made me breakdown in classs .
total embarassment .

next iss Science, which i failed. MT test. it came out before. i shud have studied! it was 100% the same paper ..
then got back maths results.
i got a pathetic 6/40 . lanciao btol . haah
tmr must take retest ! boooo !

after sch, straight away go home and sleeep .
i dream of hym .. sad siak .
i dream tht he was abt to leave, and .......(shant elaborate here) then my mom woke me up .
then i went out to call hym immediately . lawls. im scared . the dream
felt so real . omg x100 .
yuyul and mamai came over my hse , use th laptop and printer .
bobl pepek jap. yuyul told me smth ... which .. idk laaa . history ? *shrugs*

things really had been bad betweeen the both of us .
th rship aint getting stronger ..
bcos of my lack of understanding ? i knw i knw, tht perhaps i really didnt understand .
but hellooh, i have the right to be angry here ..
tk pyh nk hang up on aku per ! nabuey ~
my dear boyfrend, perhaps its not only me at fault ..
when we talked, you really make it sound as if it was 100% my fault .
im trying to position myself in ur place. why dont u try it too ? *doinks*

there's only three days left . u had been spending ur week fighting wif me .
arent u gonna regret it when friday comes? things might be too late ......

the picture now is - your girlfriend doesnt understand you, but her bestfriend understands you.. bcos .... you told me, u wanted IT for enjoyment, obviously i said NO.
you told her that you NEED it. it makes a big difference .. dont u see ?
still wanna blame me ? im sick of being blamed. its fucking unfair , im hating everyone thats
against me . FUCK .

usually after a bad day, atleast looking at the baby's smile melts my heart ..
but she's not here. tsktsk ~ bodolaa .
now when im in tears, he wasnt there for me ..
hys past blog entries really make a big difference of what he is today ..
i want the old you back, please ?



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