IM REALLY OUT OF PATIENCE .
i feel BETRAYED ..
haisss , only ME , know why .


common test, hancor ! i did fast2, then sleep .
seriously, no hope .
after sch, smoked at the block, and tadaaaa, MR CHONG naek siol .
Yuyul threw her cig, and i asked her 'Sape sia sape!?' still smoking .
she said 'CHONG!' teroz buang siol. lol .
all of us had to open our bags, haah . thank god at tht point of tyme,
i didnt have it in my bag , azza lincah2 letk pt atas mane tahhh .
annabelle passed to Sky, and act as if nthg happen , lol .
two sec 4 indian girls get caught though .
phewww !~ hahahaha

kid still didnt call .
then . took cab to northpoint with eunice,belle and Sky .
met fyqa,ayu,shani and ulfah .
ayu treat macd . =)
saw many NORTHLANDERS .
shani left ferst, then Shah called ayu, and we met at Yishun mrt, lol .
spotted hym coz hys VERY TALL, duuuuuhhh .
shah was with dibbodibbo . dibbo aksyen siaaa .
shah was still wearing tht thing on hys head, donno the name .
wah da pndai tindek hidong, lol .
he was like ' mane matair ?'
"errrr, errrrr. ader." LOL .
but we didnt stay long, cos me , ayu and fyqa head to Sembwg, fr donuts .
Shah and Dibbo stayed at Yishun, yeaaaaah .
"bye je?" LOL ;/ pisang btol ah ni Shahmizi ~*

at sembwg, donuts ~
saw isaaa ith hys PRETTY girl again .
"SAMANN SAMAAAANN !! " hahah
saman is hys father's name anyway .
ayu's treat again at donut empire .
hahs, stuffed with donut siaaa .
then drink bubbletea lagy, muak siol . hahaah
camwhored abit . then cao ~
thanks ayu fr the treats, syg kamuuu ~

and here i am, at home, waiting for my boyfriend , like , what else ?
i'm having a hint, hys definitely havent STOP doing you-know-what ..
im fucking disappointed, im like a foool, who doesnt even knw where my own bf is,
wad the hell hys doing . I think my bestfriends know hym better than I do .
Im trying to stay strong, but this is fucking too much laa eh, seriously you gotta change .

im tearing everything i wrote .. Tk jadik kasi lorr .. next tyme maybe .
so yeaaah, i wanna take a nap . toodles ~
6.04 pm


Ever since the first day I met you, I felt like living in a bed of flowers.
With the smell stucked on my shirt, I go home with the smell of you.
It would last till the next day.
Something I wouldn't wanna tell, but I shall now, is that...
Everytime you're not around or there to talk to,
I'd get my shirt I wore on the particular day I met you and smell it damn deep.
I'm smelling PikaPika. =PP Then I would start thinking of you all night long,
thinking about how cute and sweet your adorable face can get,
just like what I'm doing now.
As I type this entry, the feeling of missing you grows even greater making
me crave for more of your presence.
My heart cries out your name when you're away from me. My heart cries out mercy when you're angry at me. But my heart will always love you even if you hate me.

I should be fucking sorry for myself for making today's beauty queen mad.
Never wanna see you mad again. I won't make you again.

Dear God, I'm crazily in love.
In love with a girl who's so worried the past would repeat itself.

She's always being hurt by some of your other living creations.
Always when she's in love with someone so strong and faithfully,
that person would break her heart scattering it into pieces like snow falling from the sky.
They were the meanest creatures who live to hurt.
Have they got no sympathy and feelings for others???
Look what they've done to my dearest.
Because of them, I suffer today. Hais...
How much I love her, only you know, God.
But God, I thought I already put them together when I fell into the deep, dark hole?
I thought she was the very loving girl.
Oh I forgot, "once broken, considered sold".
Yes, I know how hard I try to hide the crack lines of the broken pieces, it won't go.
I know that's how she feels.
But God, give me a chance to prove to her how great my love is for her.
Give me the chance to show her what true love, faithfulness
and what a real man does for the sake of his most beloved.
I will give her nothing less than this special thing you sent, called happiness.

adapted frm kid's blog. i wondered what happened to all of this ?
Maybe you mean it only when we just met.
Its been like two months ? I guess its fading awaaayy ?




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