Its 4a.m now and i only got to use the laptop .
Thanks to my bro for bein sucha asshole .
he took the laptop the whole of today and yesterday . My sister used it at 3a.m . &ihave to wait&wait . siblings can be irratating at tymes .

dear diary,i'm feeling very confused .

the whole night i texted this guy, my ex .we somehow talked about the past . How we used to be like .Orchard will always be a landmark (:How we had breakfast/lunch before werk . How stupid he is to waitfor me hours for me to finish werk , dinnered after werk .Our most of the tyme place to eat - Burger King down there near centrepoint.dont get me wrong, its not that i'm still in love with hym .its jz tt we didnt talk for so long and flashback a lil bit .Hys asking me out nxt month , and we planned to go our landmark full of memories&he said he wanna take me somewhere ive been dyingto go. he dont care how expensive anything were . Haha .Things get ugly when he told me that hys love was just a lie !Then i stopped texting hym then .
went for art even though i was feverish & did little thingslike printing pictures . after art went to yishun to company Darla go do her hair . awesome, babe (:

i wanna go there tmrw again & cut my hair. im really cuttingmy hair short lyke last years' . im not meant to kiplong hair . wheee ~and,and,and ! at the bus, we saw tofu . heheh .we were talking abt hym , knwing he might hear it . but who cares? thought he was alone, sekali the woman&child infront of hym was hys mum&bro . I was laffing my ass off wif Darla.thinking, naseb baek tk tutop seblah die and askquestions like ' Tk jumpe ***?' or ' SEMLM GEREK TAK!?'hahaha ! cmferm tnye gytu kene sound ngn mak dier .anyway, we talked so loud in the bus abt hym, i think hysmum ter dengar . teehee

&buying swimsuits tmrw too . im feeling so stress up.& tk tahan. i want cigs.badly.tht fucker owe me some sticks cos he stole mine.i was half awake.he asked me for money .ten dollars tau. i give hym to buy fr me menthol beli merah.&i was dreaming, he took ten sticks and ran off.i took the other ten sleepily and only realise it wen i wake up.( zaki owe me one, babi !)

my dear FYQA, im not sure abt Thursday yet, cos i have to take my sis at Cck . At twelve . maybe meet you after that ?idk ? plus, i seriously thought next week is the last week ,but its this week ! i havent touch my homework .its lots&lots . help me cn? syg kao ? =p

&i dont understand your offline messages . Min yg manerr satuu ni?confused .sape nyer matair ? hahs . call me tmrw and explain .

anyways, i asked Darla abt my future boyfriend. *ehem jgn amek budak you-know-what eh ? alah, not everybody frm thereis the same tao ! please eh i badly want my diary back at your bf's hse .its like private, and he read it ? mengamok kejapp sehh.

&me and 'dier' really drifting apart .got your offline messages . but i just dont know what to reply .if i cntinue to MIA frm you, will you erase me off your mind?will your love for me be fading away ?hmms .

im missing pnut, pls be online .okayokay , bye ! bye ! bye !



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