i LOVE you kakak!! sweeet kn?heh

Ughh ! Nobody knows how i feel right now , shitty moood !!

Mum found my cigs, thanks for showing it to my dad !! grrr~
im not in the shitty mood bcoz of those cigs .
i dont gv a damn ,
however, it touched me so deep when he talked to me .
i dont know if i shud tell hym what i wanna say .
i feeel really bad . i feeel guilty .
this tyme i cant hold back my tears . haiz
instead of me puttingmyself in your shoes, how bout we switch ?
YOU try putting urself in HER shoes. feel how she feeels . all the pressure tht was on her .
im really tired. pls gv me a break. caaaan ?

so far today, i cant believe that i failed all my subjects again ,
this tyme, english is included . first tyme i fail eng !!
i feel like slapping myself for failing pyhsics . i nid two more marks, pls ?
coz i've let Mr Gwee down. Sorrrryy , cher !! ):
however, i did much much better compared to ferst term, when i scored a single digit number.
congrats Rufisha for passing Physics .
and i felt lyke its the end when i saw the 9/100 on my A Maths paper .
why cant it be 91 ? hah ! i was hoping for ten or twenty. but nine ?
stupid sia aku . i must buck up.

&to YOUUUU !!
i misssss you and and that cute lil thing .
takecare of yourself, and dont damage my psp please .
now im missing these three loved ones .

i cant speak fluently,
im really starving , ive been feeding myself mash potato since yesterday .
its sure not filling . someone get me new pretty barbells pls?

too many pple have asked if im with Syed.

why ehh? sape yg gy pndai2 blg cerite? sape? *smack*

fuckk ah . i saw hym at 962 jz now . how cn he treat as if nothing happened ?
three years of friendship, this is what i get . i shudnt have trust hym .
in fact, i shudnt trust anyone at all .
i feel as if everything is going wrong . i need something sweet to fall back on ,
someone to share it all with , lets jz hope tmrw will be a better day with fyqa (: