tiredness !! pheww ..
came back home about seven bcoz of Karimun meeting and stuff .
things are more tedious than i ever imagined .
we're going off Saturday morning and i havent got my stuff yet such as track shoes and pants etc . My shoes at over at LJS which i had forgotten to take them with me the day i resign .
gahh ? currently doing the instructions thingy .
Im not yet pally with my group members coz i dont know them yet .
I only talked to Shikin and Faiz (: & i know Christine's sister used to be my classmate
during primary schoool days .

feel much safer blogging now . i set mine to private bcoz i heard of teachers bloghoppin
and last year, some teachers printed my blog, they got to know my secrets thru blog,
and I did wrote bad stuffs abt Mr Raj once and got reprimanded . hell yeayy
and latest i heard is, they're so into BGR . so anyone in sch who has rshiips, please better be careful . altho i think its kinda not right and nosey for teachers . i know laa its good for us,
but come on, we're like so young, we're just having our fling and enjoying social life .
dont tell me teachers lead such boring lyfes during their younger days ? if yes, tooo baaad then .

&today is my last lesson with Mr Gwee, he wont be teaching me and my classmates Physics anymore and i felt like its so hard to take . coz i love hym so much, the way he teach ,
i was nvr interested in Science. i scored 4 last yr . This year i got like, almost 20 .
thaaaanks to Mr Gwee . im gonna give the new teacher HELL out of hys lyfe . heheheh
*tandok naek naek*

mum jz came back with home made muffins . yummmmy .
at last, something sweeet to fall baack on .
suddenly, i really have this feeling of missing lyfe when i have a boyfriend .
sumtymes its better to be single . but i envy some couples , and i felt lonely at tymes .
but whenever i got myself a bf, i tend to miss single lyfe .
anyone of you felt like that ? for example, this year i got LOTS of lovers, heheh
i dont mean to ditch one by one, its just thaaat i really dont lyke boys to rule my lyfe .

y'knw? i cant deny i miss this guy whom i used to be in love with from sec 4a1 .
i stopped talking to hym since he scolded me when i jz tried a small little tattoo .
i only tried coz i wanna feel what it feels like .
its not that big of a fuss, but i really despise boys who tried to change me .
i mean, kiterr belom lagy mataer pon . almost, yeah almost but havent !
what if we became an item, forever he will rule my lyfe . i dont want that to happen .
and looking at the pple arnd me, i sense the dangers of having relationships .
my best friend will know why . sumtymes i fear having boyfriends, very very much .
its not sumthinhg new to me, but its based on my experience .. that i fear rships .
you may not understand what im trying to say here, but nvr mindd .

i talked on the phone with different guys every nyte, but trust me .
its not the same as talking to your boyfrend every night .
i reeallly miss it all , i miss the times, not tht i miss my ex boyf, i HATE hym to the deepest core
coz he has fucking ruin my life, my future, my reputation which i cant turn baaack .
yes, its ISAAA . i dare say it now since he cant view this blog anymore .
i wished i had kept all those tears i had cried bcoz of hym, i can fucking drown hym in it .
thats how much he made me cried last tyme . hys frends, some pple, and hymself
are trying to hint that he missed me and wished to get bck together .
if i were to accept hym back, i'd lose all my frends coz we made promises .
its okay, coz i fucking hate hym . I hate hym more than my father hates hym .

i kept a picture of Shah inside this laptop and my dad kinda tot its Isa, he kinda raised hys voice at me and asked if im still with hym , EEEEEE no way , Dad .
its Shah, yeah the guy i used to be crazy in looove with . Shesh !

WHAT if theres two guys who wanted to be with you .
one is handsome, loaded but you know hys bad , the other one is not handsome , loaded and hys very vey nice , which one will you pick ?

i did a mistake by picking the handsome one .
*slap myself*
so girls, dont go for loooks , this is sumthing i've learnt recently .

okaye enough . thats quite a long post already .

usually if i blog anything like this, i'd receive spammers .
but now only a few readers are invited , i doubt there be spammers (;
so yeah, i neeed dinner and bye !


im fcukin sorry
haziq,
EIN,
ACE PICANG,
SYUKRI,
HELMY,
ZULFADLI,
shahmizi






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