goodmorning !
its 6.07 a.m. i stayed up all night.
so did yesterday night. I don't know why . But my eyebags are sure getting heavier .
I don't think I would be attending school today for some reasons .

1) I don't feel good(the pain is killing me)
2)I'm really not in the mood
3)My homework is not done
4)I don't want to see hym in school

Even if I go, my mind would be at somewhere else . I cud not sleep . Thanks to Shahmizi . ):
I cudn't get any peace at all . Stayed up all night doing some thinking .
I'm really problematic now . About alot of things . I got nothing to fall back on .
I cudn't even drag myself to school . I really don't like school now . I can't catch up .
&homework is a pile of mess . I just don't bother . Chatted with Yuyul's bro a few hrs ago .
Please dont try to sweet talk with me, it won't work . You said all guys aren't the same .
By saying tht, you're just the same coz every guy I met said that . I was feeling really heartbroken that I sort of told hym off and said that I hate boys and nothing can make me change my mind about boys . Alermakk , i'm currently listening to jiwang songs, lol .
sekali sekale je aku nk jiwang .

&to FYQA ;
if you're reading this,
sorry I cudn't text you today . I didnt attend school ;D
Friday insyaallah laa kay ? (: you can treat me. Hah .
and i so appreciate all the infos abt hym . It makes me think twice .

&to Awi ;
sorry i cant go to school with you today .
KFC kao bodo ahr. Haish . &stop it with the boobs. irritating la sial .
gerek ahr chat ngn Ian kan (;


&to the guy that breaks my heart;
Up to you laa nk carik i ke tk nk.
tk pakse laa seh . There's alot of things I know abt you that you don't know .
So don't think I'm stupid . I'm so sorry that I actually fall for you .
kamuuu terlalu ego . hope you change for the better.. That's all I can say .
but how IMY so so so so very very muchh !


&to Rufisha ;
sorry darla aku tk dtg skola. dont feel lonely in class k ! heehee .
i really need extra help in sch work . help me laa gf .


currently msn-ing wif ayinmanje; lettin it all out wif hym! thanks for lending an ear
coz hys lyke the only one online pagy2 gini.
i really feel helpless and hopeless . there's just this feeling that makes me wanna runaway .
i got nothing but lots of bad lucks this yearr .
can someone just please bring back the smile on my face ?
i really need a break . {would you believe i'm actually shedding tears while posting this}
haishh. Nasha ajak jumperr. Beh text tktao nk reply .
Khairul pon samerr laa. Dengz .
I'll update later tonight . There's really not muchh to say .
&i need my sleep and restt .

goodbye !


imy, shahmizi. ):
i dont force for you love, neither do i want nor need itt ,
i dont need fake words or pretence .
i like talking to you . talking to you makes me smile and the bad stuffs go away for a moment.
i dont know if you're loving someone else . just be frank please?
i need you right now , i really wish you were here .
i might not be as perfect as your ex,maybe you still haven't got over her .
i justt want you to tell me the truth and stop showing fake love.
tknk lyn tk pakse, i've seen your attitude deep down.
hope you understand what i'm saying .

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