I've been doing some thinking luhh.
Sumtymes I feel wr0ng and guilty .
I've been such a bitch, especially to my loved ones.
im so sorry, bf.
i dont mean to hurt you.
*SLAPMYSELF*
alaaa perangai aku pon samerr mcm bestfrend aku. *ehemdarlaehem!*
ainggkkk.

nahh, actually I dont feel sorry one bit .
in fact im enjoying whad im doing now .
its healthy, its stress relieving (:
label US bitches and whores, who fcuking care ? =]=]=]

but ohhh~
i hate it tht i still cant get hym off my mind.
i miss having hym by my side.
but then..

&jz now, planned to meet syukri at sembwg.
but for some reason, i dont knw why I just dont feel lyke it.
after skewl, meet baby for awhile ajerr,
head for extra class thank to rufisha.
thanks ehh babe. im still not MOTIVATED (:
after class, wanted to get donuts with rufisha
but she got this fucking thing called NPCC. *oops* hehe
luckily, i met Natazsha and Sasha at front gate.
asked them to accompany me buy donuts,
at ferst they dont wantt.
blanje Natazsha baru nakk. Haha.

currently chatting with my ex.
ape ni mintk2 blowjobs?
haha.
im not tht kind of slut ehh . hohoho

uhhh, lyfe is pretty boring without a proper bf.
and i threw my old diary and g0t a new one.
read it one lastt tyme and i felt my heart pains
i strted my old one last year on 160307.
too much memories and picts inside which i dont want to hold onto.
the pictures are being deleted and thrown outt.
im free, it wont haunt me anymore .

im really not motivated to study.
since jan, ive nvr done any work.
im worried but then nothing can get me to work.
i got this feeling tht i wont be in 4 exp next yearr.
uhhh, who cares.. NA, EXP, no diff. only one yr, thts all.

&i love this song, breathless by shane ward.
its kinda meaningful somehow.
listen to it (:




Song lyrics Breathless lyrics




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xoxoxo