I'm Nabilla or A.k.a PikaPika . Celebrate on every 22nd October .
attached to Apit Boi-yus .
I'm addicted to Caramel Coffee. &i treasure those around me .
Love me , I'll love you back . Hate me ? Up to you cos I dont care. Contact me? nabilla_gal93@hotmail.com for Tagged/Msn
Wednesday, August 8, 2007 @ Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Hais..
im simply heartbroken again.
but tis wonderful gerl really cheered me up wif her kind words of advice
tht makes me wanna move on.\
this is wad she said to me:
nabilla. i think its time you really let go.
you see, sometimes not everything we want,
we can get in. thats life. he doesnt side with you anymore.
he dont see the importance of you when ure by his side.
when ure gone then he will see how significant u are to him.
lagipon abt all the probs you are facing.
i dont think he ever lend a helping hand or a listening ear.
and if i were to be in yr shoe, i will feel so hurtful becos i will eventually feel scared and petrified to go thru all these alone when you actually have a boyfriend, but he doesnt stand up for you at all.
furthermore, he doesnt even wnna hear out to wad youve got to say.
to him whatever he says.. thats the right thing.
and all these things, isnt it a bit prejudice?
its not fair to us.. whats more with you facing all these problems alone. and as you told me, efa is yr bf's best friend..
i know that you dont feel at all safe and secure.
youre scared to gain trust from isa with the presence of efa.
and efa is like influencing isa in a negative way to leave you.
shes being the black sheep here,
shes tryna spoil yr reputation.
and the question is..
HAVE YR BOYFRIEND EVER CARED?
nabilla. come on.. youve fell. pick yrself up. you can do it!
dont let tis affect you big time.
i know its hard..
its pretty hard to stand up, walk a few steps and get ahead with life.
but thats simply wad life is all about. if you keep on brooding abt a matter.. you dont even wnna stand up for your rights..
pple will criticise and discriminate you to the core.
and i dont think thats wad u wan.. i know uve had enough. youve had enough probs already.
come on nabilla. be strong for once.
if you think no one ever care for you..
theres always one more soul or another whos concern abt you.
come on.. stop crying. i know its hard for you.
if you think uve got such worse attitude, theres always someone whos much worser.
youre not always the bad one.
cheer up babe! come on you can do it (:
& i really appreciate this friend.
she's really sensible and i always felt better whenever she's here to advise me.
thts wad frends are for. so wad are boyfrens for?
BF
you're mad at me c0z i didnt reveal the person.
you dont haf to know.
tht person will just tell you sooner or later..
im really sorry.
maybe you're on her side.
who knows?
it hurts when the person you really love..
isnt there for you.
it hurts even more
when tht person is on the enemy's side.
when she's not the real victim.
it hurts alot.
more than you can imagine.
if i were to leave you,
you will have tht girl to avenge.
but so what??
as long as im free..
from any more heartbreaks..
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xoxoxo